moody nite•••

take a deep breath..
smile..
accept..

beside than that what else I can do?!

mind stuck..
heart struggling..
feel miserable..
I really don't know how long I still can stand for it..

fate..
destiny..
life..
somehow i think that it is so unfair..

beside that accept it with an open heart what else I can do??!!

stunned..
shocked..
blanked..
unacceptable.
oh my god~bel is going is leave Utar..
how am I going to accept it?
how I wish she was just joking with me..

haiz~
life is really unpredictable..
beside than accept it what else I can do?!

•all the best in your future bel, may god bless you..i will pray for you no matter where you are..good luck to you my dear friend..just to remember that no matter what happen, you still have us..our friendship will never end..•❤❤❤

感慨

生命很脆弱..
人是那么的渺小..
我们根本无法预测下一秒会发生什么事情..
有时，我在想：要是哪天我走了,不在了,除了家人到底还有谁会为我难过?
嗯..当然〜这只是假设性问题..xDD

今天心情有点灰有点糟..
早上一睡醒不小心看到一个坏消息..
你离开了我们..
跟病魔作战了那么久，最终你还是离开了..
虽然我们不熟..但听到消息后还是为你的离开感到难过..
也许这对你来说是一种解脱.
至少你不必再饱受病魔折磨..

一年里面两个朋友相续离开..
相隔时间不到半年.
生命真的很无常..
我们根本不知道下一秒将会发生什么事..
珍惜，感恩所有的一切..
不要等到失去才来后悔..
一切都已经太迟了...

安息吧朋友...一路走好...

</3

比想象中更痛，
你真的没回头，
我命令眼泪不许失控..
回忆不跟你走，
都积在我心中，
我就有责任让它值得被珍重...
谢谢你曾让我难过..
谢谢你让我想太多..
当爱情左盼右顾的时候，
我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢？
再勇敢的站着找回光和热..
面对你的时候我不会舍不得..
因为你已是过客..
因为路有些曲折是美的..
心碎成了沙漠，
就快开凿绿洲，
我没有时间不知所措..
你温柔的双手，
本就不属于我，
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢？
来不及完美的，
就唱首离歌..
想起你的时候，
我不是卑微的..
然而我没有遗憾，
因为你已在我脑海里...
深深的...

miserable?! suffering?! struggling?!

life is always not as simple as u wish..
my current life was full with loneliness,emoness and miserable..
pretending that I'm fine n nothing in front of my family and even my friend..
tears drop down,out of my control when I was alone..
nobody knew that....
it was few days ago since we last chat..
I'm wrong.
I shouldn't came out v the post..
I should keep the relation in a vague state..
at least we can still keep In contact..
but now..
is over..its really over..
promises..!?
do u still remember what u have promise me before?!
u said I'm important to you..
u said I'm precious..
u said u will always accompany me.
u said u won't dont bother me..
u said it is a must for me to watch football match v u..
u said u will watch twilight breaking dawn II with me..
u said u scared I don't want to bother you..
u said u will take care of me n u wan me to do so...
u said u want me to be happy..
do u still rmb?!
are those promises still promises??
or it is just a void?!
I don't know, really don't know..
my mind was stuck at there..
my heart was struggling..
I don't know what to do..
how I wish we still like before..
we texting all the time when u are free..
call me up just to listen my voice before u went to sleep..
but now..all change!!
I know there are lots of thing troubling u..
and I know u're not going to share v me anymore..
all I can do now is just pray for you..
put you in my prayer..
and waiting for the day that I waiting for..
I really wish that the day will come..
besides praying I really duno wat else I can do..at least it could make me feel clam and feel better.......
may god bless...

错的人

微笑的背后又有谁能真正的了解悲伤？
其实一直以来都把自己掩饰的很好，
可能大家都会认为我真的没事..
但是...其实是相反的。
内心里的空虚，内心的悲伤到底有谁能正真的了解？
真正不开心的原因到底又有谁知道?
我应该告诉谁?
我能告诉谁?
以为喝醉了就能把所有的烦恼忘光..
醒了以后才发现更痛苦..
那种感觉真的很难受..

•••爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲，
太容易让自己沉沦，
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕，
我太笨明知道你是错的人，
明知道这不是缘分，
但是我还奋不顾身..
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨•••
这首歌就像一把刀直接刺进了我的心..
我能怎样？
我到底还能怎样？==＂

Life <3

Life's only travelled ONCE..
TODAY's MOMENT become TOMORROW's MEMORY...
Enjoy every moment no matter good or bad..
Because the GIFT of LIFE is LIFE itself.


Life challenges are not supposed to paralyse you, 
they're supposed to help you discover who you are...


Keep love in your heart...
A life without it is like those dead flowers in a sunless garden...

Life is like a sport...
Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose...
But whatever it is, the game always go on.


Life can only be understood backwards,
But it must be lived forwards. =)

7.11.2012

生命中没有什么是偶然的，
事情背后都有一双手在掌管；
生命中也没什么是必然的，
不同选择不同结果，
每个人都必须为自己的选择负上责任；
生命中也没什么是理所当然的，
快跑的未必会赢，
力大的未必得胜，
一切都只是在当时的机会。
但有件事，
我是确知的：
行在上帝心意之中，
一切都不是徒然，
也不是枉然的...