Tragedy

Receive a breaking news from cousin sister..

Her father in law was one of the victim of the genting tragedy...

Suddenly there is like something hit on my head, mind went blank for few seconds..ya..when the time you get the news that someone you know was kill in an accident..could you just imagine how was the feeling??!! Although we just meet for only once..

May your soul could rest in peace uncle, my deepest condolence to my cousin sis and her mother in law..

Lets pray for the tragedy,n may those victims could rest in peace..

Moral of the above incident: do appreciate whatever you have now.. Life is fragile, human are just too tiny.. We can't predict what is going to happen on the next seconds..so, don't let yourself have the chance to regret...

By the way..I do believe in god..I always believe that everything happen for a reason..god has arrange everything in everyone's life..

#faith#hope#love

Je n'aime pas vraiment vous

Another day gone.

Few days didn't updated my blog..is time to add in something new =)

Well,this blog is all about my own perspective..I just wrote out whatever in my mind..get out from this if u doesn't like it..

Yea.. I admit I really just doesn't like both of u..ya..just both of u..

As stated in bible,lord said " love all the people around u including your enemies..

I did it, I really did it..but except u both..

I just can't really accept you both..

Dislike means dislike..

No matter who u are?How close you are with the people who close to me, or what u did..

Once I set my own mindset,tats my final decision and I'm not going to change it anymore..

Well,maybe u can said tat I'm just too stingy..whatever..I wun care how others think about me..it won't affect me at all..

What I'm going to tell is:sorry you are not eligible to become my friend although you are someone best friend..it doesn't means that I should treated u as my best friend!! NO!! It's impossible..

Just stay away from me and get out of my life..you make me eyesore..

I know you will see this..

Always stalk n spread like a busybody.

Sometime I was wondering are you just too free? Nothing to do?! I just cant really understand why there is such a busybody person around me?! Read my blog and tell others about it..well,I think I should declare something here..I don't ever need anyone help me to "promote" whatever in my blog..I'm not like others blogger..my blog is just a space for me to scream out whatever hide inside my deepest heart..it is a place for me to record down my own feeling or so called a secret place..the one who wish to know more about me will surf it themself.so,thanks for you busybodyness 

And please be cooperation..merçi

Last but not least..

Better stay away from me..

I will never show my pretty nice face towards you if forced to having meals with you...

This is real; this is me...

I'm not a backstaber..so whatever I doesn't like it, I will just scream it out, no offense n please don't treated me as a weirdos..everyone has their own temper..

I will respect you only if you respect me.. =)

有时候

有时候..

喜欢一个人..

静静的思考我的未来..

有时候..

喜欢有人陪..

有时候..

就是喜欢不被打扰..

有时候..

却喜欢热热闹闹..

有时候..

会突然不想说话..

没有原因..

有时候却一直说个不停..

有时候..

很善良..

有时候..

比魔鬼还要可怕..

有时候..

很爱玩..

有时候..

却认真到让人害怕..

有时候..

笑脸迎人..

有时候..

脸黑到比火炭还黑..

有时候..

爱到要生要死..

有时候..

突然就觉得很讨厌..

有时候...

真想一巴一巴的去巴那些讨厌的人..

有时候..

却选择原谅敌人..

有时候..

不是不想说,而是希望能有个懂我的人..

不需要多说多问,就知道我要什么我想什么..

有时候..

觉得说了倒不如不说..

因为说了等于白说..

有时候..

会突然觉得很累很累..

好想睡上三天三夜..

有时候..

会觉得自己放得太多..

到头来结果还是一样..悲剧..

有时候..

会有冲动..

冷静以后想想其实自己不应该有那种想法...

唉〜

我就是那么...

糟糕...

突然又有那种很讨厌的感觉...

真的很讨厌啊!!!!!!!!!!!

黑色星期二

不喜欢就是不喜欢,没有必要带着面具假装嬉皮笑脸对着你..

没有必要去刻意讨好..

这世界太多假惺惺的人...

太多好管闲事的人..

不好意思..

没有必要那么八卦.

如果吃饱撑着没事做的话,那麻烦去找东西来学,提升一下自己的气质..

对一些我不屑的人,我说话一向不客气..

我理得你是什么人的谁谁谁还是谁谁谁的什么人..

只要是我不喜欢的,那很抱歉,我连看你一眼都懒,更别说是跟你说话...

不喜欢就是不喜欢,没有必要假装喜欢.更没有必要因为某某某而要去刻意讨好..

我还是我..我不会因为任何原因而改变..

今天终于见识到什么是人心险恶..

我不会去计较,毕竟大家的阶级都不同..

 

Way

Everything happen for a reason..

Sometime I prefer to remain silent...

Is it my heart getting stronger and stronger or should said it is getting colder and colder?!!

Well...whatever..

I know I shouldn't have this kind of mindset..

But it really just came across my mind and the feeling is getting stronger and stronger..

Lord said: love everyone just like I love you all...

I try to do so..but sorry for "those"..I really couldn't make it..

Maybe is because....

Ya..I admit it, recently it is easy for me to have such feeling..

This is the consequence..

Is time to pull mysev bek..

I'm still me..

Dislike means dislike..I won't pretend myself to smile with u or pretend to be nice with u..

That's me....

The way of love n hate come from...

Heavenly Father..

I beg for your forgiveness..

Please forgive all the sin that I've done..

Replace my negative attitude with kindness..

Replace my negative mindset with the positive one..

Guide me and direct me to the right path.

All I want is to become as holy as you my lord..

In Jesus name,amen..

-.-

The very 1st time..

It drops down without any reason..

Maybe I too care about it...

I wish to know what was happening..

Try my best to control my emotional..

Keep on told mysev stay strong , be strong..

But too bad..

It still drops down out of my control..

Tonight...

The toughest night................

好难得

爱让我们变得比单身愚笨
也让我们拥有从未的完整
问也不问就越陷越深
如果不是那个吻那年会更冷
相信变成了某种特殊天分
缘分只是自欺欺人的天真
想念总是在夜里狂奔
特别想他着魔的眼神

好难得你遇见了对的人
难得你很认真不想太多去奋不顾身
好难得你爱上了对的人
可惜他不是你的可能

我们都曾以为爱就像清晨
原来最难爱过的竟是黄昏
我们都爱过某个诗人
可是诗人也是平凡人

好难得你遇见了对的人
难得你很认真不想太多去奋不顾身
好难得你爱上了对的人
可惜他不是你的可能

好难得我们遇见了对的人
难得好几辈子的好运才有几回完整
好难得我们爱上了对的人
就算他不是她最后的人
也祝他更勇敢爱别人

*recently fall in love with this song..the rhythm is nice and the lyric is awesome* <3