黑色星期二

不喜欢就是不喜欢,没有必要带着面具假装嬉皮笑脸对着你..

没有必要去刻意讨好..

这世界太多假惺惺的人...

太多好管闲事的人..

不好意思..

没有必要那么八卦.

如果吃饱撑着没事做的话,那麻烦去找东西来学,提升一下自己的气质..

对一些我不屑的人,我说话一向不客气..

我理得你是什么人的谁谁谁还是谁谁谁的什么人..

只要是我不喜欢的,那很抱歉,我连看你一眼都懒,更别说是跟你说话...

不喜欢就是不喜欢,没有必要假装喜欢.更没有必要因为某某某而要去刻意讨好..

我还是我..我不会因为任何原因而改变..

今天终于见识到什么是人心险恶..

我不会去计较,毕竟大家的阶级都不同..

 

Way

Everything happen for a reason..

Sometime I prefer to remain silent...

Is it my heart getting stronger and stronger or should said it is getting colder and colder?!!

Well...whatever..

I know I shouldn't have this kind of mindset..

But it really just came across my mind and the feeling is getting stronger and stronger..

Lord said: love everyone just like I love you all...

I try to do so..but sorry for "those"..I really couldn't make it..

Maybe is because....

Ya..I admit it, recently it is easy for me to have such feeling..

This is the consequence..

Is time to pull mysev bek..

I'm still me..

Dislike means dislike..I won't pretend myself to smile with u or pretend to be nice with u..

That's me....

The way of love n hate come from...

Heavenly Father..

I beg for your forgiveness..

Please forgive all the sin that I've done..

Replace my negative attitude with kindness..

Replace my negative mindset with the positive one..

Guide me and direct me to the right path.

All I want is to become as holy as you my lord..

In Jesus name,amen..

-.-

The very 1st time..

It drops down without any reason..

Maybe I too care about it...

I wish to know what was happening..

Try my best to control my emotional..

Keep on told mysev stay strong , be strong..

But too bad..

It still drops down out of my control..

Tonight...

The toughest night................

好难得

爱让我们变得比单身愚笨
也让我们拥有从未的完整
问也不问就越陷越深
如果不是那个吻那年会更冷
相信变成了某种特殊天分
缘分只是自欺欺人的天真
想念总是在夜里狂奔
特别想他着魔的眼神

好难得你遇见了对的人
难得你很认真不想太多去奋不顾身
好难得你爱上了对的人
可惜他不是你的可能

我们都曾以为爱就像清晨
原来最难爱过的竟是黄昏
我们都爱过某个诗人
可是诗人也是平凡人

好难得你遇见了对的人
难得你很认真不想太多去奋不顾身
好难得你爱上了对的人
可惜他不是你的可能

好难得我们遇见了对的人
难得好几辈子的好运才有几回完整
好难得我们爱上了对的人
就算他不是她最后的人
也祝他更勇敢爱别人

*recently fall in love with this song..the rhythm is nice and the lyric is awesome* <3

认真地思考了一整晚..

认真的想了又想..

原来..

我错了...

自大到以为自己有那种本事..

可笑.

我竟然奢望那种根本不可能的事..

还以为已经不一样了..

结果..原来还是一样..

每一次当我想跨出那一步时却...

我可以后悔吗?

如果时间重来还会一样吗?

想了整晚终于有答案了..

请记住..

我可以很好也可以变得很快很快...

24.6.13

The pain was killing me..

Again..the consequence of consume too much of cold drinks!! ><"

Those memories before came across my mind..

The one who used to help me applied medicated oil when the pain visiting me..

But now...

Wat I can do is just rolling in my bed..

God damn!! Imma really in pain!!

I knew I shouldn't think bek those old past history..but it really came across my mind by this moment..

Not I doesn't appreciate but it doesn't worth at all..

I just can't stand everything..

One thing I should declare is I doesn't regret with my decision..at least now I really didn't felt it!!

=>

A word has brighten up my day..

As usual.. Just like before ..

This is the only things that it doesn't change..

It cheers me during the boring time..

Thank you..

And Thx god for everything..

=)