Sunday, December 29, 2013

慵懒的星期天

今天的心情有点奇特…
星期天…非常慵懒的一天…
没有动力,只想懒洋洋的躺在床上滚来滚去…
突然有股很强的动力,让我爬起身,走到钢琴前坐了下来…
多久没弹琴了?自己也忘了…
原来自己是会弹琴的…
坐在钢琴前,看着那八十八个黑白琴键,脑力一片空白…
突然不知道要弹什么曲子…
心里想着是要贝多芬?还是萧邦?
手在琴键上开始慢慢的弹着…
但弹出来的却是熟悉的曲子…
不是贝多芬,更不是萧邦的曲…
而是周董的不能说的秘密…
一边弹一边哼…
原来,我还记得这首歌的普…
那是以前很喜欢的一首曲…
也是第一次自己认认真真的把一首曲学好…

”你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想像你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片要我怎么捡”


是啦是啦,我知道自己没有很温柔,也不是很有气质…这叫深藏不露嘛…哈哈哈😜







Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Penang trip - 10/12/13 to 12/12/13

Having 3 days 2 night trips with gang of love peeps to Penang island..
Hmm..quite fun but it is really an exhausted trip..
Here is the summaries of the trips..

10/12/2013
•Reach lcct at around 6 in the morning with Belinda and Vanessa..waiting others at MacDonald.. Hu~~ is kinda long long time didn't saw both of them..aww~~love them so muchh..chit chat and gossip over ther while waiting for others..
•our flight boarding on 735am and it arrive at Penang international airport at 815am which 15 minutes earlier than as scheduled.. After that, we departed to out hotel for check in..
• had visited to Penang hill,kek lok si and gurney drive. We play we laugh and we chat all the way..walking all day long and I can felt that my leg is no longer belongs to me anymore.. T.T
•food hunted: Penang white curry, Penang char keow teow, Penang asam laksa, ikan bakar, carrot cake, rojak,steam chicken n fried oyster..
** incidents of the day - bel has lost her phone during the way to hotel..everyone was nervous n worried because her ic was put inside her phone casing.. Salute for Steve job for the great design..we had successfully track her iPhone n get it back safely.. Thanks god, praise The Lord..

11/12/13
• as scheduled, we had visited to Penang national park.. It was my 1st time to take part in jungle tracking.. Was a great experience.. Gang of QS walk inside jungle for not less than 4000m in 3 and half hours time and get out from the so called jungle by speed boat with just less than 20minutes.. Everyone was tired like hell..but it is worth..great and nice experience for everyone.. Will go again,I promise myself..
• after that, we went to batu ferringi to enjoy sunset.. Kinda romantic feeling and it makes me missing my babe so badly.. The scene was so beautiful and I was attracted by the view. I love natur3 and seaside..❤️❤️❤️
•back to Georgetown n went to enjoy Christmas festive mood..
•food hunt: wan tan mee, char kuew teow, dim sum, seafood, laksa,pancake 
** incidents of the day: bel falls sick!! Omg!!

12/12/13
•last day of the trip..as scheduled we went to chew jetty and walk around over there for exploring the food and also street art..walking all the way and sweat like hell..
•back to hotel and depart to airport.. Boardind time 1845pm..
•reach kl at around 1940pm..
•food hunt: Penang local food, cafe, road side roti bakar...

Nice and memorable trip..look forward for the next stop for us.. =)

Belinda, Jessica, Mayling and Vanessa taking photo with street art..
Map for Penang national park..
In national park
After jungle tracking for not less than 4000m..finally we reach here..!! Ya..uphill downhill just to visit this place!!!
I'm the margician..^^
Bye bye Penang..take care everyone..see u guys next year in UTAR.. Bel!!! We will miss u..
Arrived!!!! The end of our Penang trip..


Sunday, November 24, 2013

🎶🎶

把他忘记
重复告诉自己…
熟悉不再熟悉
但清晰却还是一样清晰…

去吧…
隨着右手旋律
忘了左手的委屈
就算沒伴奏也可以继续

前进,找寻新的记忆和空气
放晴,等雨说放弃

在有眼泪的雨里
哪里都是你
擦干是否就看不见你
脑海里 你的笑容太徹底
徹底把我囚禁在你的呼吸
我跟着哭泣

在有眼泪的雨里
哪里都是你
抱紧你是我逃离的距离
太拥挤,我在你的世界里
看不清楚的是你还是自己
我们都在等雨停

Friday, November 22, 2013

今天这篇打了很久…
打了又删,删了又打…结果最后还是选择用华文来写…

其实很多时候,很多事情并不是理所当然…
当然我知道每个人都有自己的烦恼和压力,总是希望在自己最无助的时候能有人安慰有人疼…
很抱歉,我没办法是那个能在第一时间给你安慰的人…
可能在你最需要安慰的时候,给予你安慰和关怀的那个人并不是我…
这种感觉,我比谁都清楚,都能感受到…
虽然脸上总是带着笑容,事实上我的压力比谁都大,烦恼比任何人来的多…
工作上的压力几乎压得我喘不过气来,虽然只是实习生,但却背负着QS的工作压力…
工地的安全措施,工作进度,保龄球场和starbucks的建筑工程,sub-con的claim…还有很多很多…手头上的工作必须在下个星期五前都赶完…
这是一种责任,人家那么信任我,把那么重大的任务交给了我,我就有必要把它做好…这是我的原则…
可能有人会说:才拿那三百块,做到像牛这样…傻得…
对,虽然只是三百,但我却学了很多很多…我很清楚自己要什么,虽然嘴巴会碎碎念,但却做的心甘情愿…

很快很快,半年的实习生涯就要结束了…但压力却有增无减…烦恼着教授为什么没来做visitation..烦恼着报告要怎么写…很多事必须在十二月以前通通赶完…
本来有的假期,都被逼取消…
明天还得乖乖回去做工…

很多时候不是不想说,只是觉得说了又如何?事情还不是一样…到最后问题还是一样回到了自己的身上…所以还是选择保持沉默…
毕竟自己也不想成为别人的负担…

每个人都有自己的问题…
在埋怨之前,为何不想想为什么…
不是什么事都是理所当然…
还是那句:成熟稳重是必然的,思想真的很重要…性格和理念不同有时真的很难沟通…

每个人都要为自己的选择负责任…
既然当初已经选择了就必须一心一意而不是因为的不到温暖而投进别人的怀里…
外面的诱惑太多…谁能保证自己不会被诱拐去?看到太多太多的例子…只能说一切都是在于自己…
在任何场合做任何事说任何话之前请想想爱你那个人的感受…
保持沉默是我一贯的作风…
必要时我是会选择眼不见为净…

Thursday, November 21, 2013

无题

今天只有一句…
突然觉得思想很重要…
成熟稳重是必然的…
理念不同有时候真的很难沟通…
性格不同更是糟糕…
很好!!
今天的我又在转牛角尖了…
Wahahaha...


Thursday, November 7, 2013

Twilight

Does fairy tale exist in this reality world??
Hmm..maybe some will said it is impossible.. 
But I've got a fairy tale love story once upon a time..
Well..let the bygone be the bygone..
Reading my twilight novel while having my tea-time..
It was the only novel that I read and it was the only movie that I love the most..
I love Robert pattinson without any reason.. I love his character in twilight..

Edward; the vampire,can do and sacrifice everything for Bella. He can read people's mind, but fate gave him chance to understand Bella, because he can't read her mind, the only one! Both of them came from a totally different space..human and vampire..They pass through so many obstacle, sacrifice for each other, just to be together. 
Even it was just a story, but it touched me..Really touch and amazing story. 
Does it happens in real life??!!

Sometime something just against us, played us, to make us tougher. We must have belief, and trust. I always believe that, everything happened for a reason..Time will tells us everything. 

Time has brought your heart to me..

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

I'm back, October babyyy

It has been quite a long time didn't updated my blog...
Kinda lazy and kinda bored..
October..
Ma favorite month..
Simply love this month so much because I'm October babyyy...

1 n half months to go before my internship going to end..
Getting busier as I need to prepare my industrial training report n need to summarize out my daily task...

Time past time
Day past day
Sometime I really felt exhausted..

Few more days and I will turn to become 23..omg!!!! Getting older n older.. 
Giving myself 3 years time..
Set my own goal and aim..
Hopes that I could achieve it within this 3 years..

Believe in ursev...
Give some faith to yourself..
Focus on it..
Put some effort on it..
Sure you can do it..!!

Strengthen me and lead me my lord..
 

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