Wish

I wish u are the right 1..

I wish u will appreciate what I gave to you..

I wish I'm ur only one..

I wish u wun lie to me anymore..

I wish u could be faithful n loyal to me..

I wish I can love you without any suspicious..

I wish I won't get hurt anymore..

I wish I'm still the most important 1 to u..

I wish..

I really wish..

But.. 

Is that possible?!!

The answer is an unknown....

I realize the more I trust the more I hurt..

What I trust is not the 1 I shud trust..

It will be the last time to forgive..

No more chance for betray..

I said it and I meant it...

And you never understand why

Yea..last chance..

#Tiredwiththisgame..

#Lordcouldujustleadmetotherightperson

#imsickwvallthoseinsincere

#Hatelie

#Hatebetrayer

#Hellyea..

如果

如果有一天,我投进别人的怀抱…

我想那时候的我应该就是对你已经死心绝望了…

不是你不够好,是我不知足…

我以为我说了就能得到自己想要的…

但是却没有…

给我的,满足我的却永远都不会是你…

如果有一天,我投进别人怀里…

那时候的我应该就真的是心淡了…

请记得恨我…

Is in hell

Don't really understand why...

Just simply questioned it..

Without any offense..

And what the answer I get is really out of my expectation..

The 1st time I felt so lost..

Really wondering...

Is that worth??

I know my eye sight condition...

Is getting weaker and weaker..

I knew that I shouldn't cry anymore as it might make it worst..

But...it really out of my control..

Wake up in the early morning, and I found out everything was blurred..

By that moment I was afraid..

But I rather keep it myself..

Last night, the worst night..

I done something that really ridiculous..

I... Ya...I think I'm insane..!!

I shouldn't be like this..

Is not me!!!

Wake up and think back, it seems to be so silly and such childish.

What am I doing?

What I've done??!!!

You know what is the most important to you. You shouldn't harm yourself..

In this world, all are hypocrisy.. 

No one will treat u with their true heart except ur family and ur ownself..

Don't expect too much from others, it's better to love ursev more instead of hoping other to love you..

I get the lesson..

The worst time I ever had..

Anyway, thanks for hurting..u make me stronger and finally realize who are the best in my life...

And finally I knew that I don't know how to appreciate my life.

I give up those old days life and now yea, I knew I shouldn't complain about it..

I deserved it..

As usual.. I am still dreaming and waiting for it..I believe it will exist someday..

Hopefully..

Depressed and fed up with those hell days.. 

I need some motivation!!! Final is around the corner!! Find back ur fighting spirit.. Don't let other things defeat u!! 

Put aside!!

U should know which one will stick wv u forever n ever...

Alone so what?? I can walk through the tough period..I believe..

Positive mindset needed!!!!

领悟

生活中总是会出现一些犯贱的人,不断的影响你的思绪和生活作息…

当然在那杀那,怒火中烧…

冷静下来想想,其实也没那个必要…

偶然看到了他发的一篇贴文,

“主说：爱你身边所有的人包括你的敌人”

对啊,以前的我总坚持着这个信念来对身旁的每一个人,日子也过得很开心…

因为心里根本就没有恨…

自己也在懊恼着到底从什么时候开始,自己变得那么的糟糕?那么的无知?甚至那么的没有涵养?

什么时候开始自己变的那么小心眼?那么容易嫉妒,那么随便的就讨厌甚至恨一个人?

自己清楚明白很多时候其实就是一个圈套,别人故意设下陷阱,但就是因为自己的愚蠢而一次又一次的中了计…

已经多久没让自己的心那么的平静过…

已经多久没打开bible,一字一句的读进脑?

回想起那段煎熬的日子,不也是它指引我做人的道理,不也是它给我希望吗?

我必须找回以前的自己,做回以前的自己…无需去理会那些不相干的人,事,物…

想说的几个月前已说了,不该做的也做了…

只希望不再有任何外来的压力影响自己…

会珍惜的就请留下,不然就请离开我的视线,不要干扰我平静的生活,也不要影响我的人格…

请不要一次又一次的做出一些伤害我的事,不要糟蹋了我一次又一次的原谅更不要一次又一次让我做出一些自己也觉得不可思议的事情…

一向来都不喜欢争争抢抢,既然你们那么喜欢那姐姐就当做善事…

因为姐姐不喜欢跟别人分享属于自己的一切…

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•love one another include ur enemy•

•never hate•

This is the two main element I should keep on holding.. Thanks god for the guide and now I know how and what should I do.. =)

Thanks god for the grace..

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Grateful...

A very stressful month...

Hopes everything goes smooth after this..

Work hard in order to make my dreams come true..

Once again, thanks god..I know god has sending you to my side, whenever I felt down you will appear and make me felt that I'm not alone..

Thanks for everything my friend..

Felt glad to know you guys n I know I'm owax the princess among you guys..

Truly appreciate it..

You all are the best 1 besides than my family.. Love you guys❤️❤️

#prayforMH370

Well, now is not the time to blame on the parties and is not the time to insult or teasing any parties..

Pray for the victims instead of wasting your time to share those nonsense by insulting certain parties..

Let's gather everyone's power and pray hard for MH370...hope that all the people on board are still in a safe condition..

May god bless all the passenger and the crews...

There is always hope..

#prayfortheexistingofmiracle

#prayforMH370

😇🙏🙏🙏😇

时间

时间变了，同一个问题，也许答案也变了，不是不爱，而是自己长大了……

曾经的我走了，现在的我发现：
相爱真的没想像中那么简单…不是守着空荡荡的誓言就能够地老天荒……

如果一个人说喜欢你爱你，请等到他对你百般照顾时再相信，
如果他答应带你去的地方，等他订好机票再开心，
如果他说要娶你，等他买好戒指跪在你面前再感动，
如果他说他不能没有你，等他无论多忙都会抽出时间陪在你身旁时再相信，
等他在发现了你消失了以后像发了疯一样的寻找到你之后再热泪盈眶。
如果他说他一辈子都会对你不弃不离，等他在你任何困难危难时都抓着你的手陪你坚强度过时再深信不疑。
感情不是说说而已，因为，我们已经过了耳听爱情的年纪。

突然想起一句话：“任何一个人，失去了另一个人，都会活得一如既往。”