明明就....

好快好快..就这样的开学了一个星期.
year3 sem 1...
我必须加油.专注于我的学业..
其他的先不要去理会也不要去想..
然后其实自己也应该知道也清楚了某些事情..
明明就明明就..我以为我以为..
我到底在明明就还有以为什么东西呢?
其实态度应该已经很明确了吧..只是不想去接受..
看到了某些东西让我更明确,也知道那个人肯定不会是我..
下定决心..坦然面对..
加油...
主啊..此时此刻我真的很需要你...

.Prayer.

Heavenly Father,
direct my path..I cannot manage certain task and responsibility by my own strength,let along making rational decision.
therefore, I ask for your wisdom to know what to do, what to say and where to go.
Lord,
this world are full of hypocrisy, lies and deceit. in order for me to make it in this lifetime I need discernment to exposes what's hidden in darkness.
I give you my pain, my tears, my stronghold, my mistakes, my worries, my fears because you care for me.
you are my light, you are my sources, you are my strength, you are my provider, you are my healer, you are my everything..
instruct my path, father..
in Jesus name I pray, amen...