Is in hell

Don't really understand why...

Just simply questioned it..

Without any offense..

And what the answer I get is really out of my expectation..

The 1st time I felt so lost..

Really wondering...

Is that worth??

I know my eye sight condition...

Is getting weaker and weaker..

I knew that I shouldn't cry anymore as it might make it worst..

But...it really out of my control..

Wake up in the early morning, and I found out everything was blurred..

By that moment I was afraid..

But I rather keep it myself..

Last night, the worst night..

I done something that really ridiculous..

I... Ya...I think I'm insane..!!

I shouldn't be like this..

Is not me!!!

Wake up and think back, it seems to be so silly and such childish.

What am I doing?

What I've done??!!!

You know what is the most important to you. You shouldn't harm yourself..

In this world, all are hypocrisy.. 

No one will treat u with their true heart except ur family and ur ownself..

Don't expect too much from others, it's better to love ursev more instead of hoping other to love you..

I get the lesson..

The worst time I ever had..

Anyway, thanks for hurting..u make me stronger and finally realize who are the best in my life...

And finally I knew that I don't know how to appreciate my life.

I give up those old days life and now yea, I knew I shouldn't complain about it..

I deserved it..

As usual.. I am still dreaming and waiting for it..I believe it will exist someday..

Hopefully..

Depressed and fed up with those hell days.. 

I need some motivation!!! Final is around the corner!! Find back ur fighting spirit.. Don't let other things defeat u!! 

Put aside!!

U should know which one will stick wv u forever n ever...

Alone so what?? I can walk through the tough period..I believe..

Positive mindset needed!!!!