明明就....

好快好快..就这样的开学了一个星期.
year3 sem 1...
我必须加油.专注于我的学业..
其他的先不要去理会也不要去想..
然后其实自己也应该知道也清楚了某些事情..
明明就明明就..我以为我以为..
我到底在明明就还有以为什么东西呢?
其实态度应该已经很明确了吧..只是不想去接受..
看到了某些东西让我更明确,也知道那个人肯定不会是我..
下定决心..坦然面对..
加油...
主啊..此时此刻我真的很需要你...

.Prayer.

Heavenly Father,
direct my path..I cannot manage certain task and responsibility by my own strength,let along making rational decision.
therefore, I ask for your wisdom to know what to do, what to say and where to go.
Lord,
this world are full of hypocrisy, lies and deceit. in order for me to make it in this lifetime I need discernment to exposes what's hidden in darkness.
I give you my pain, my tears, my stronghold, my mistakes, my worries, my fears because you care for me.
you are my light, you are my sources, you are my strength, you are my provider, you are my healer, you are my everything..
instruct my path, father..
in Jesus name I pray, amen...

Sunday Service

" today's a new day. why allow yesterday's problem determine a new day? always be grateful and thankful.be glad and be joyful "
went to Sunday service n Father had told me this..
ya..I shud be grateful with what I have..thx god for everything that I have..
stop emo miss Jessica..all u have to do is be glad and joyful.welcoming every single day with a smile..trust ursev..u can do it!!

prayer:
Heavenly Father,
help me to quit waking up with a complaining spirit, an attitude and dwelling on yesterday problems.instead change my complaining to thanksgiving, my attitude to love and turns my problems over to you.
in Jesus name, amen..

讨厌

太过在意别人真的会让自己受伤..
我很清楚我只是不甘愿，可是为什么心那么痛?
为什么在我选择忘记时你又再次出现?
为什么出现了又离开?
你的出现一开始本来就是个错..
就当成你从来就没出现不就好了吗?
我到底在执着什么,到底在期盼什么?
醒醒好吗?干嘛让一个这样的人影响你的情绪?
想回去真的觉得很好笑甚至很羞耻..
一切都是自己找来的..
谁叫自己犯贱?谁叫自己笨?活该你有今天,笨蛋!!
对他而言你可能只不过是一个陪他谈心的陌生人..现在人家已经不需要你了,笨蛋!!
真的,只有'你'有这样的本事,能一次一次影响我的情绪...
我真的很讨厌你啊!!!!! ><'

加油

不要去在意别人在背后怎么说你看你,
编造关于你的是非,甚至是攻击你..
人贵在大气；
要学会对自己说:
如果这样说能让你们满足,我愿意接受..
并请相信,真正懂你了解你的人,
绝不会因为那些有的没的否定你...
加油 =)

a little reminder for myself <3

Be careful with what you think,
Because your thoughts run your mind...
Don't use your mouth to tell lies,
Don't ever say things that are not real...
Keep your eye focus on what is right,
Look straight ahead on what is good...
Be careful with what you do,
Always do what is right...
=)

•••Another task for today: pray hard for the one who fall sick..may God bless you.. hope sickness go away from you and hope you get well soon..
in Jesus name, amen..•••

_Prayer_

Heavenly Father,
I know I can take life for granted at times whereas so many did not make it through the day or let along see today.
Teach me to be grateful and more aware of your grace.
Lord,
There are many people living in deception, darkness and spiritual blindness by the energy but I thank you that your mercies are new every morning God.
You are so gracious that you give us many chances to get it right and some are still taking life for grant because their mind have be soaked into falsehood.
I asked in Jesus name that you will remove the deceit, deception and confusion off of people right now Lord.
Let your light shine so bright that the blind will know you are Lord.
Father,
I speak on the behalf of my bother and sister who are suffering and overwhelmed by what they are going through.
Know that with God you will make it through in Jesus name.
The reason why you are going through hardship is because The Lord is strengthening your faith and bringing you to a higher level in him.
The Lord wants in endow you with the power of the Holy Ghost.
•To lay hands and to decern.
•To understand his holy word.
•To speak with tongue and give interpretation.
•To prophesy with edification.
•To heal the sick and raise the dead.
•To cast out devils like Jesus said.
•To open blind eyes and cure the mind.
•To move mountains and break up the fallow ground.
Endow your people today Lord.
In Jesus name,Amen.