Wednesday, October 16, 2013

I'm back, October babyyy

It has been quite a long time didn't updated my blog...
Kinda lazy and kinda bored..
October..
Ma favorite month..
Simply love this month so much because I'm October babyyy...

1 n half months to go before my internship going to end..
Getting busier as I need to prepare my industrial training report n need to summarize out my daily task...

Time past time
Day past day
Sometime I really felt exhausted..

Few more days and I will turn to become 23..omg!!!! Getting older n older.. 
Giving myself 3 years time..
Set my own goal and aim..
Hopes that I could achieve it within this 3 years..

Believe in ursev...
Give some faith to yourself..
Focus on it..
Put some effort on it..
Sure you can do it..!!

Strengthen me and lead me my lord..

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

距离越来越远
感觉越来越淡
想问从前的感觉去了哪里?
是我的问题吗?
怎么感觉不到?
总是觉得你变了…
感觉越来遥远
感觉自己越来越不重要
感觉不再像从前
是我的问题吗?
心渐渐变冷渐渐变淡
不知道什么时候开始,想好好跟你讲话已经变成一种很奢侈的要求…
突然觉得很讽刺,有时候需要人陪的时候那个人总不是你…
一直等一直等…
一直等…
是自己越来越不被重视了吗…
有时候在想,既然自己都那么不被重视了那我还那么在意干嘛?
自讨没趣?
有些时候…潜意识里的我真的很在意,拜托我没有你想象中的大方…可是却必须装的很大方很不在意…
真的很累…
那种感觉是以前从来都不会有的,从来都不用去担心的…
以前的踏实感全部都没有了…
对…我知道不是每个人都一样…
当被问到那个问题时我真的不懂要怎样回答…
只能说:每个人都有自己的自由啊,我可以怎样?我做好自己的本分就好啊…
多么可笑…
我真的很累…
有时候真的就想算了当做什么都看不见,自己那么在意一直转牛角尖又怎样? 
一直在强调的东西他也许根本就不懂…
我要的其实很简单…
可是你真的懂吗?
最基本的都给不了我还能奢望什么?
突然觉得那个属于两个人的未来变得好遥远…
我也真的很懒惰一直要重复…
真的很累…
是我错了吗?
突然对自己超没有信心…
我觉得我会……
我真的觉得自己会……

如果有一天我突然变得很冷漠请不要感到讶异……
因为…我真的累了…

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

October..ma favorite month

Yea~ is October...
A month that I love the most..
1st day of oct..
Same as usual..busying for my work..progress claim, work progress chart, measurement, quotation, site valuation and so so so on..
Hu~ 2 more months to go and luckily I didn't promise my contract manager , mr.vincent, the big liar to extend my internship..
Work load getting heavy and heavier but I did enjoy my work so much..
I choose the course that I'm interested with it and so do my job.. Work as interest but not work as a 'work'..
Sound complicated right??
Well~ ignore what I'm saying, I'm always talking something that others hard to understand.. XP
2 more months to go before my holidays come..

Having western cuisine as my lunch just now..lunch treated by Mr.Jimmy, reinforced bar's supplier..
Láfité.. The restaurant name...
A France theme restaurant..
Love the environment ,high classes surround with some soft classic music, romantic environment,all the staff are so kind and friendly and of course the price was very high as well..
But it is worth..as the cuisine is quite special and tasty..
Hmm..it was the best western cuisine in the town..
Thanks mr.jimmy for the expensive lunch..(around rm300 for just 3 of us)..
Having a great meal and great time with them.. 

Laying on my lovely purple bed...
Zzz...zzz...zzzz...zzz...
Turn on my sleeping mode..
Zzz...zzzz...zzz...zzz...
Zzz...zzz...zzz..
Zzz...zzz...
Zzz
Good nite world❤️
#throwback

Le fish n chip, scallop, smoke duck salad, grill chicken chop, spaghetti , salmon and dessert ...special thanks to mr.jimmy =)
 

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