每次想放棄時都會用孟轲的一句話「天將降大任於斯人也，必先苦其心志，勞其筋骨，飢其體膚，空乏其身，行拂亂其所為，所以動心忍性，增益其所不能。」來安慰一下自己。

但我現在心真的好累好累，對自己真的非常失望，

該做的都盡力做了，到底做少了什麼，到底做錯了什麼...

My bae

Seriously I felt grateful with what I've now.. I don't know how to describe how wonderful my boyfriend is..but he is just too perfect and always able to make me feel touch3d...

Sometime a simple action will melts u..a simple action will let u know how much you mean to him.. I felt it.. No matter how tired he is,no matter what the situation is..he will do whatever he can just to make me feel happy.. Thanks for entering my life.. Had spent another lovely weekend with him..

Glad that my parents and relative love him so much too..

Firstly my mum, when she knew my bae gonna come my house,she quickly went to market bought ingredients for 莲藕排骨汤..(my bae like it so muchhhh).. Seriously I like such feeling..it makes me felt so warmth when u knew that your mum treated ur darl as part of the family members.

Secondly my aunt...purposely reserves 2 durians for him as she knew that my bae likes to eat durian.. (So sorry to tell that I dun like the ugly fruit at all)😅😅

Darl..nothing much to say beside that I love u..hope that our love will never fade..endless one okie?😊😊❤️❤️

Owax love to use my phone to selfie  when I went for bathing..😍😍

Guess where we are? Bae is inside my room..😏

Hi bae..miss u badly..

A cup of coffee..the famous Kluang coffee..having breakfast with bae and family..

Yea~~✌🏼️

And then..is time to say bye bye again..the saddest moment..how I wish I could spent all of my time with you my darl..see u next week babe.. And wait for me..October..our promises😘😘

He is the one who willing to do whatever things just to cherish his girl.. Thanks babe..❤️

Helo july helo babe

Kinda long time didn't update my blog..

I'm back..✌🏼️✌🏼

Picture tells thousand words.. And this is what I gonna tell..

Spent a nice weekend with darl n my 2 dinosaur.. Having our meal at loading bay Kluang..

**guess where we are? Unbelievable.. This is the second time he come my house..meet up with my parent..❤️

Miss u so much my babe babe...

It is really happy and warmth when u knew that your parents and sibling can mix well with your bae.. So glad to know that they like him so much.. 

Had spent a really enjoyable and quality time with all of my love one.. 

It's unbelievable but it does happened!!

Thanks for entering my life and make it become so wonderful and complete..

I love u darl💕

Playing bowling tgt with parents n love one during the time we went to country garden,danga bay for the sake of property investment..😊

Countdown for our next meet up,family trip with darl's family .. 20days more..love u sleeping 8..😘😘

**exciting

Memorable long weekend

Word really can't describe how much I love him and miss him...

Had spent a warmth sweet memorable enjoyable long weekend wv darl and his family...

Seriously.. I love all of them.. Sudenli so wish to be part of their family members..

All of them are just so nice and friendly..

Special thanks to man suk and man sam( babe's 小叔叔 and 小婶婶). Thanks for ur招待..and no worry,next trip I wun be shy anymore..😛😛

Sunday...

Went back to utar..the place where we first met..

A place full of memories...

Went back there and sit at the place where he first met me..

Still remember it was in DK3 both of us sitting at the last row..and he just sat right beside me.. 

Flash back the memories before..

No matter where the place... As long as he is by my side, that will be the best place for me..

Babe..

I do love u so muchhhh.. So please.. Don't worry about I will leave u.. Promise u I wun.. You really can't imagine how much I love you.. How much I wish to stick wv u all the while..how much I wish to be your spouse..

Please do remember.. No matter how far apart we are, my love owax b there v u..

Love you n miss you sleeping 8...

You are the first n the last I could sacrificed so much..

Owax make me feel secure to b v u..

Lougong..I love you..

Count down for the next meet up darl..

N look forward to our December Korea trip..muacksssss..😘😘

The day we went to daiso.. Ignore us..we owax love to do silly act no matter where the place..

Starbucks v babe in east coast mall after shopping.. He knew that I love cheese cake so damn much.. Ignore my babe.. He was busying updated his insta n fb.

Take photo before we went for breakfie wv man suk and man Sam..

Yea..seaside..teluk cempedak..a very commercial seaside..McDonald's kfc Starbucks and 7-11 just right beside the seaside..the weather is so damn hot but still I want to stick wv my babe!!!

We always used to kiss kiss no matter where the place is..just like nobody cares.. 

他说：有钱的老婆

我说：有钱人的老婆

Counting SGD...

😝😝😝

The place we first met...he still remember where the place and where we sat.. 2 years+ago...Utar kl campus DK3...

Same location same row same seat..the only different is now he is mine...😏😏

Took as much photo as we can before the campus 'destroy' by Taruc..

Signature post..✌🏼️✌🏼

A place full of memories....

The place Where devil first met v his guardian angel..n now he holding her hand tight..forever..the promises..

Darl. After so long..and finally I found u...the one I find for so long.. My world is complete now..

Our Love would never fade..you know that.. Thanks for loving me so hard..I really appreciate everything I have now.. 

Especially you Ivan Lee tin wai...😘😘

Our couple watch..I love it so much..but please babe..don't waste money anymore..it cost SGD500+++😱😱😱

#04042015

遇见你 我是幸福的

有你真好

虽然相隔好远好远 但彼此的心是近的

希望时间可以停留在这几天 那就可以一直跟babe在一起...

亲爱的 我知道你爱我 我也一样

You are my everything...

Thanks for your love and owax pampered me like a princess..❤️

有时候 经历了痛 你才会懂什么才是最珍贵的

我很庆幸 因为遇见了他

一个真正懂得珍惜我的他

一个让我看见未来的他

一个让我觉得很自豪的他

谢谢你爱我,李天伟。

Down

No one und how I feel...

It should be today

But............

Anyway congrats my dear fren who having convo today..

I'm really down really really really down 

Memorable weekend

And then finally is the day..

I found love...

The one who love you more than everything.. Feel so blessed and i really Thanks god for brought him into my life..

Sweet n love overflow...

The feeling is so strong and increasing day by day....

Darl, u are just too nice to me... 

You know what? I really felt that I'm so blissful to have u...

Will appreciate it...

Promised not to spend money again...

Dunwan you to do that!!

This Sor lou bought me a pandora bracelet and said: wear this, I Duwan u to keep and wear whatever he give u.. I jealous and simply dun like it..." And yea, I Really love his "badaoness"... Owax so badao...

But darl, please dun waste money again..this bracelet cost sgd 389 (around rm1033).. As what I said, I Duwan u to spend money..I dun need any materialism.. Our Love doesn't required you to spend a lot.. I just need ur heart, faith, loyal n trust.. That's good enuf for me...

Mum asking r u japanese? I said nope.. He is my oppa...😍😍

Thx darl for everything..purposely travel all the way frm sg to kl just to meet up v his so called mrs lee.. Truly appreciate everything u did darl... You make me feel so secure to be with you....

Promise not to loose your hand.. Hold it tight... Forever and ever... N please... Don't doubt me...you will be the last one...

when angel met v devil..n here the story begins......

#thereisavoicekeepontellingmeyeayouaretheoneiseekforsolong

As what jay chou sang:"没差你在继续认份 他会遇到更好的男人…

N I really met dao my geng Hao de nan ren...

Thanks god n thanks for ur love oppa..

#29/01/2015

Second week of my working life and yea, I get my salary.... 

Everything goes smoothly..

Thanks god for the grace..

Nice boss and nice colleague..

Enjoy the moment of working..

Altod have to wake up early and drive mysev to work...

From setapak to subang..😱😱

Work hard to get a better future,. This was our aim..

Look forward to the day..

Desperate for it...

To own 2 kids and a family..

This is the goal..

Just can't get rid of mysev when already get used to it..

No doubt, is u...

#350kmdistancebetweenus

The so called mr.site engineer n quantity surveyor...😂😂😂

Handsome sial....😝😝

Precious moment

Another night spending with them..

Drink drank drunk....

To celebrate my holiday end up soon n gonna step into another stage of life..

No doubt, they are my bestie..

Those who really will be there for me no matter what when how..

They are those who treat me as princess besides than him n my family..

Greats to hv this gang of friends..

18years of friendships..

I thanked n appreciated it...

Thanks god..

I knew that I'm blessed..

弈威，敏,韦健，翔,俊伟,me,矜妤...

Friendships never end..💙

He

The one Owax make me feel secure..

He said: you are so perfect before with me, but after I heard your past I just realize you are imperfect.. But this make me feel wanna protect you.. No matter what I will stand Infront of you.. I tend to be your last...

So.. How u feel when a guy told you this?

No hiding.. I felt touched after heard this from him.. 

Hope it will be the endless one..

Look forward to the day..

😊😊😊

The one who Owax make me feel sweet overflow..😊

天意

真正感觉到被捧在手里的感觉

从来就没想过 会有那么一天 你跟我会有那么微妙的关系

感觉上两个人就是根本连互动都没有

完全就想陌生人一样

认识他是因为他是学长 在我们系里算还蛮不错的 就会是大家话题中的其中一位

就偶尔看到会礼貌上的笑笑点头

他说其实早在两年前就开始注意我了…

也许是我后知后觉吧,竟然没发现被帅哥注意…😂😂😂

他说就是那该死的一眼 让他开始对我感到好奇也开始欣赏

原来 他竟然还记得两年前坐在我隔壁一起上课…

回忆起就觉得好笑 两个不熟的人坐在一起上课 就这样的三个小时 一句话也没有😂😂😂

他说就是从那天起……

有个习惯就是喜欢把自己的心情分享在Twitter 哪,觉得他是属于自己的一个小小空间来发泄自己的情绪…

也就是那里 开始有接触

还记得 每一次只要他看到我不开心 他都来关心 跟我分享 甚至开解

所以他几乎知道我的每一次不开心 也知道自己的上一段感情有多糟糕…

渐渐的发现 每当我需要人诉苦时 他总是会在第一时间出现…

他说 不要怕会烦到他 不开心时随时都可以找他 他永远都会在

起先也不觉得什么 因为他也会跟我分享他的事 

后来也知道原来我们都是一样的 付出很多 把那个他当成是自己的全世界 但得到的却只是背叛…

那时候 自己也没想那么多 就觉得两个人很谈得来 觉得自己多了一个可以谈心的朋友…

直到有一次他问自己有没有机会… 我以为他是在闹着玩 所以没放在心上 就随口拒绝了他,没想到他竟然记到现在…😂😂😂

只想说 谢谢上帝给了我一份那么棒的礼物…

在我人生面对煎熬时把他派来给我

也许经历了才会清楚明白自己要的是什么…

未来是怎样我不知道 但他说他希望会是我人生中的最后那位…

好吧 就一起期待吧😊

是时候把过去不堪的回忆都放下了

我要活的比以前更好 

加油!

谢谢你李天伟…😊

不要再用你的歌声来试图让我爱上你 虽然真的真的很好听 （尤其是你改编的晴天）

¥¥从前从前ivan他爱你很久 

   但偏偏你要他等你十个月

  好不容易又能在多爱一天

  当故事到最后你好像还是说了爱你¥¥

这样的一个男人 再冷再硬的心 能不被融化吗?

😂😂

算什么男人

親吻你的手 還靠著你的頭
讓你躺胸口 那個人已不是我
這些平常的舉動 現在叫做難過
喔～ 難過
日子開始過 我沒你照樣過
不會很難受 我會默默的接受
反正在一起時 你我都有開心過
就足夠
我的溫暖 你的冷漠 讓愛起霧了
如果愛心 畫在起霧 的窗是模糊
還是更清楚
你算什麼男人 算什麼男人
眼睜睜看 她走卻不聞不問
是有多天真 就別再硬撐
期待你挽回 你卻拱手讓人
你算什麼男人 算什麼男人
還愛著她 卻不敢叫她再等
沒差 你再繼續認份
她會遇到更好的男人

Hello 2015😊

The script...😊😊

A wonderful day...

Will be a wonderful year as well...

#itwillbeayearwithouttearsandsadness