好累好累

突然觉得世界充满了黑暗..
成绩只是其中一小部分吧..
压抑已久的心绪再也隐藏不住..
泪水决堤了..
我需要一个肩膀，一个能让我依靠的肩膀..
我累了..
真的好累好累..

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Is blue color font...well, i really love blue color a lot..There are many people saying that blue represent the color of emo..but i don't think so..For me~it's represent clam..xD


Is another a long long time i didnt blogging...is kinda lazy actually..(i'm not tat pandai in expressing my feeling by writting)
IS the end of year 2 sem 1 in my degree life..well, tomorrow is the last paper for me and after tat i will officially having my very short sem break...(is less than 2 weeks..gosh!!!) 

Sometimes, what we expected is totally different in the real life..well, maybe is i expected too much on him or maybe i'm just too greedy..how to say?! it just kinda feeling..sometimes, i felt that we have no future,although i really wish to have. Is that i'm thinking too much? i really duno..what i felt is the feeling like already change..there is a gap between us!!!
i hate this kind of feeling...for him, i dun tink he realize anything change..maybe girls are always more sensitive than guys.there is something wrong between us!! is quite frustrated for me actually..But..life still go on...
i scared i will be hurt again and again..and i really dun wish something bad happen to me..
it's all fate~ i will try to do my best and try to bear with everything....how it will goes like?! it is all depend to god and i will just follow what the god has plan for me in my life... ... ....

four months ago..since i last log in and updated my blog...

kinda lazy actually..xD

time pass damn fast...this is the last week for my y1s3..
tat's mean FINAL EXAM is cuming soon...T.T

this sem quite relax~i juz take 2 subjects only..
building services and english for engineering..

is the time to say goodbye for my year 1 in FES...

(dun be happy,still have another 3 years to go..T,T)

again~i took out all my notes and plan to study it by today.

but...........KINDA LAZY!!!!!

no mood to study at all..

hey~come on..i need some spirit and motivation...

@.@

-end of story for my studies life-

quite worried for my daddy...

there is a stone inside my dad kidney and its make him in pain..

the pain is killing him..>.<

may god bless him and wish my dad can recover as soon....

aiksss...rainny day again..make me feel sleepy~~

T.T

紧锁的眉头有没有存在的理由?!
大声的嘶轰是否胜过平静的问候?!
无止的争斗到底让谁变得更富有?!
拥抱的时候怎么能紧握着拳头?!
聚和散背后有多少温暖在守候?!
谁不想自由??!
却忘了该付出的温柔...
痛哭过后会否比较好受??
放开过后或许会更自有....
很多时候我们只是在寻找借口....
什么是成就??
只要你微笑着点头~
欢笑过后会否一直回首?!
失去以后才学会如何看透....
回忆里什么陪我们走到最后?
还不是那些最简单的温柔

如果有一天我突然沉默了

我不再理你了

你的事情

我不再过问了

你对我说谎

我也不去追究了

你对我说你爱我

也不能从我脸上看见喜悦

那只能说明

我已经累了...

累...

不代表厌倦...

不代表不爱...

只是..

有时候觉得很压力..

爱到觉得喘不过气来..

爱...

应该是快乐的

幸福的

甜甜的

不应该有负担..

不应该爱得提心吊胆...

爱到那么累，倒不如不爱!!!

...

*copy frm others,juz share it out...*

it wrote out what my mind is thinking right now..^^

love shouldn't a burden and it shouldn't be tired...

TiOmAn tRiP (13th may - 15th may)

I'm updating my blog here...

that's mean i'm still ALIVE....

I"M STILL ALIVE!!!!! (...thx god^^)

Just come back from Pulau TioMan..^^

ya~this was the 4th time i been there...

i'm totally fall in love with that island...

i love seaside...

it bring peaceful and carefree for me...

enjoy the moment when walking along the seaside ..

awesome trip...

although there are lots of incident happened...

by the way i would like to say sorry to tioman gang...

really feel sorry to them...

bring lots of troublesome and inconvenient for them....

guilty....T.T

again....I'm so sorry guys..

hu~feel lucky that i'm still can updating my blog here..

as we nearly die at there..T.T

our speed boat nearly sink!!

goosh~~!!

can u try to imagine how nervous was i?? ( i duno hw to swim!!)

the wave was so strong...

once and once again hit on our boat...

and the water has came inside our boat..

i was so scared by the moment..

keep praying at there...(thx god)

and of course,i was shivering...hahaha..(useless huh?!)

no choice. 1st time i met this kind of situation and the main problem was i duno how to swim!!

the 1st thing came into my mind by that time was:

oh my god...can we survive?!

we are situated at the middle of the sea...and the wind make the wave become huge...

can all of us survive?!

nothing can do beside keep praying...(xD)

luckily at last the rain make the wave become smaller...

and..

we all are safe...

anyway, i would like to say thankyou for tioman gang..

thx for u all cooperation...

stay tuned for our next trip...^^

-tioman...wait me few more months...i'll be back...- ^^

HaPpY hOliDay ^^

yeahoo~

is sem break now~

finish my year 1 sem 1 by just a single moment of time...

hu~ let's do an analyse on what i've learn on my degree year 1 sem 1^^

- construction technology...

- building material

- management principle (the most bored subject)

-technical drawing and Auto CADD

yesterday was my last day for final exam...

hmm...overall is still okie...i managed to answer most of the question..

the exam question can consider as easy (compare with what i expect).

enjoy my sem break now..

no more assignment,

no more homework,

no more note...

what i have is holiday for 1 month...XD

i can totally relax and enjoy during this 1 month time^^

hApPy holiday for all UTARians...^^