#29122014

你可以再驕傲一點,
也可以再把謊言說得動聽一點;
每一次的敷衍 每一次猜疑,
都是我絕望的動力...
已經分不清是愛還是不甘心,
等著拖著忍耐著有何意義?
我沒那麼愛你,沒那麼傷心...
不過是太多回憶一時間難以忘記...
我沒那麼愛你,儘管全給了你..
救不回你只能救救我自己...

你不用難過沒關係,
就當是上輩子我還得不夠徹底;
明知你不老實還是相信你,
太傻也是我的問題...

我沒那麼愛你,沒有你也可以..
把你的夢還給你,我就捨得放棄你..
我沒那麼愛你,儘管淚流不停..
改變不了你就放過我自己..
我從來不屬於你,
離開你我才能善待我自己...

上帝帮我关上了一扇门,但也帮我开启了另一扇门…

我期待……

14/12/14

突然觉得这段话很好……

关心 因为爱
生气 因为在乎
沉默 因为包容
啰嗦 因为希望你更好
发火 因为不想失去
如果不在乎 便会无动于衷
如果不在意 便会无所谓
不要把别人对你的爱 当做你伤害别人的资本
不要等哭了 才知心疼
不要等走了 才知挽留
不要等失去了 才知珍惜
因为 转身就是一辈子...

不介意说任何一句 

只要对方是疼你 

他可以包容你一切 

他让你每天开心 

他不让你掉泪 

他可以让你傻笑 

他可以用成熟的思想去解决问题 

他可以先哄你就算你发脾气 

爱情是很简单很舒服 只要他懂

It has been nearly one and a half year since we last meet with each other..

But still there is no gap between us and still I'm the princess among them..

We chat thro out the night..

I dy forgot when was the last time I Yamcha with them along the night and keep on crapping with them..

Yea.. We chat everything, everyone give opinion and share their ideas..

And I'm awake...

How long I didn't having a good chat with people beside than my family?

Today I had spoke out everything which hide inside my deepest heart...

We laugh , we tease and crap nonsense..

I nearly forgot when was the last time I laugh without any worries..

Owax.. They are the one who re-built my confidence..

Thanks god for allocate them in my life..

Feel bless to have them..

#happyeverdayafterall

Is not about overthinking

It's all about feeling..

A single eyesight,a very simple motion will show everything..

Don't u feel that everything is so much different with the past?

Just be honest to yoursev..

If the feeling is gone just let go..

累

不明白 也不想明白

更不想多说

眼不见为净

懒得去理

越在意只会伤了自己

何必那么在乎

你的在乎对他而言也不过是猜疑

越是不喜欢的 他越是做

呵呵 那岂不是要憋死我

善待自己

既然我在乎的他不在乎 

那我何必自寻烦恼

告诉自己 不要过于的投入

找回以前的那个自己

做回以前的那个自己

不喜欢就闪人

既然人家都不把你的话放在心上

不把你放在眼里

你又何必那么认真……

气坏了身子 坏了自己的心情

谁同情?

没有人会说你可怜 会怜惜

只会说你厌烦 脾气坏

你心里的不满 委屈 说了出来 会有安慰吗?

有的只是比较 和一堆所谓的强词夺理

反正说什么都会被驳回

说了反而更气 那倒不如不说 不理

所以呢… 还是不要那么认真好了…

我认真对待 结果输的很彻底…

心也伤了

也再也不敢期盼些什么…

22/11/14

不是不理智

只是纯粹失望

其实希望你会来

知道说出来后会被反驳,说我不会想…

算了 反正也不是第一次

永远都不会有所谓的牺牲

永远都不会有什么感动的意外惊喜

不说出来 费事又被说反感 讨人厌

有些事自己明白就好

谁对自己掏心掏肺 费尽心思讨好 宠爱 

自己心里其实明白

偶然看到了一些东西

才知道 那个还一直在原地的 还是始终如一 知道自己喜欢什么就给什么 还在等待着 期盼着我能回头

只能说那是你的一个梦 遥不可及的梦

谢谢你 让我感觉到自己不还不至于那么的没价值 起码在你心里 那个位置还是那么的高 那么的完美 那么的不可取代

新加坡周董演唱会 不是不去 而是不想 只因知道自己的身份

虽然知道他对自己已不如从前 但自己却绝不会做出背叛等事…

知道那种痛 那种煎熬

什么都不敢期盼 只好默默等待以后日子的到来

想知道 以后的那个陪我度过下半辈子的那个人会是谁…

我会永远记得今天…

第一次 被人丢弃…

再怎样 都不该这样被对待吧

心里那种感觉 谁懂

对不起 我还是过不了心里的那关

心很痛

时间会带走一切对吧

相信 一个人 也可以过得很好

Regret

This year still unable to make myself to jay's concert.. His last concert before he get married.. 

What a waste n kinda pity that I've missed it again...

Another regrets in my life...

😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

Realize where hate comes from.. The contrast of love...

Sick and tired with all those insincere and liar.... The one who treat me as the precious one i doesn't appreciate and now what am I? I'm just a shadow of that b*****....

 Hell ya...

Emo creeps into mind

Don't really wish to think about it..

Just felt curious..

Is it is the signed that you want to make her attention? Why? U must comment on the status whenever she commented? Is it coincidence or purposely?

I don't know.. My sixth sense told me that is the behind one.. Seek for her attention maybe..

Is not the first time..

I will just said: once I hate it, I will make it as an undeleted virus..

October..my birth month.

But someone told me that this year I couldn't get any present.. N he will only celebrate wv me by treat me a meal..

Well~

What was that means?

An early information?

Like I'm so materialistic, looked for his present and expected him will buy me a super luxurious present?

Oh gosh..I'm not please..

It just when I listen to that, my heart was sudenli turns melt and disappointed appear in mind for a few second..

What respond should I give?

Get mad?

Oh please~ I know I have no authority to get mad as he will said I didn't think for his situation.. Ya..I know him..

It's really doesn't matter that is there any present or how expensive the present is..

But it depends and shows the heart of the person, hw sincere he is..

Without lying, I was so damn disappointed when he told me that, but I choose to smile at him and told him doesn't matter..

Is not the matter that I get mad because he didn't plan to gv me any surprise or any present..it represents that how important I'm inside his heart.. 

And this has shown the fact.

Is okay..I'm really okay with it..

What for to expect for so damn much? Lolz

Try to tink bek, how u celebrate your ex birthday? Did u ever care about the price tag for the present? Did u ever care about how expensive the meal is?

Not to compare..it just a fact..

I'm trying so hard to be the right one but what is my position inside your deepest heart?

Love doesn't required u to spend a lot..

A simple sweet post in social networking will do everything.

But The more I expected, the more I disappointed..

Love do need honesty..

I've repeated infinity times..

I know a lot of thing..

Just waiting for the time you want to clarified and talk honesty with me..

No point to hide it..

I doesn't like hide and seek..

Another day is gone.....

Another day is coming around...

I'm still waiting for.....

对你的失望

并不是一件事就足以构成

而是由一点一点的小失望累积成的…

24

今年，我24岁。

一个不上不下不高不低的年龄。

我经常迷茫，失望，落寞，自卑，不知所措。。。。。。

但有人告诉我她明晰，坚定，努力，自信地朝着目标努力。。。。。。

我现在在奋斗，有目标，有步骤，虽然有些贪心，但我会付出与之相应的努力。

我希望今后的每一天，我自信快乐，用心沉静，坚定勇敢，实现我的目标。

#10082014

就是那种能深深的感受到他对自己的爱,对自己的关怀…

那种温馨和感动绝对是别人给不起的,至少到现在都没有…

他在我心中的位置也永远不可能会被替代…

只能说,家永远是最温暖的地方…

每一次回到家就能感受到父母对自己的疼爱…

不管在外面受到了多少委屈,有多少烦恼,只要回到家,那些不愉快都会暂时被抛在脑后…

爸爸,在很多人眼中也许是严肃的…

可是我却刚好相反…

从小到大我跟爸爸妈妈的感情都超好的,

不管爸爸去到哪里总是会把我带上…

不管要什么,只要一开口,他都会马上答应…

生长在这样的一个家庭里,我是幸福的…

从小就被羡慕,羡慕自己的家庭背景,羡慕自己有个混血的妈妈…

也因为这样从小就被同学排挤…

我告诉自己,只要把门关紧就不必理会外面的狂风暴雨…

然而,我错了…

长大了,很多人,事,物都不一样了…

所谓时过境迁,大概就是这个意思吧…

唯一不变的却是父母对自己的爱…

长大了,在家的时间自然少了…

大多时间都在外面读书…

可是我们却没有因此而变陌生…

每一次要回kl读书,搭巴士时,爸爸总是会在巴士站看着巴士离开他才甘愿回家…

看着他站在巴士站的一旁,向我挥挥手,每一次我的眼泪都很不争气的掉了下来,心里是那么的不舍得…原来不管我多大他还是会担心…在他眼里我永远都是他那长不大的公主…

文字已经不能表达我对他们的爱…

这份爱是永远不可能被取代的…

#lovedadnmum

#familyowaxthebest

Thx lord for giving me such a best parent.. I knew that I'm blessed..

•daddy's birthday celebration•

#throwback

#07082014

When the darkness intrude into my life

Tears drop for how many time since the story had start?

I swear n promise to myself..

No more self hurting..

Sick with all those insincere..

Juz too frustrating n tiring,,

And after al the time only frustrated left in it..

Get'em out the world..

I would neither open month nor look again..

When endless close to the end...

Seems so close yet so far..

#31072014

心情再差，也不要写在脸上，因为没有人喜欢看；
活得再累，也不要抱怨，因为没有人会同情你；
生命再短，也不要随意作践，因为没有人为你的健康买单；
生活再苦，也不要失去信念，因为美好将在明天；

我不怕别人在背后捅我一刀，我只怕回头后看到背后捅我的人是我用心对待的人。
我不怕把心里话告诉最好的朋友，我害怕回过头她把它当成笑话告诉别人。

难过的时候就努力抬头望天空吧，它那么大，一定可以包容你的所有委屈。

帮过你的人不要忘，爱过你的人不要恨，信任你的人不要骗。

时间不一定能证明许多东西，但一定会让你看透许多东西。

找回自己,做回自己,让自己的世界不再只有痛恨…我应该要让自己活得比伤害我的人还要更精彩…

每个人都必须为自己所做过的事负上一定的责任,你也一样…

#swearnpromisetomysevuhvtopaywatuhvdone

Cheer ms j3sSica =）

Wish

I wish u are the right 1..

I wish u will appreciate what I gave to you..

I wish I'm ur only one..

I wish u wun lie to me anymore..

I wish u could be faithful n loyal to me..

I wish I can love you without any suspicious..

I wish I won't get hurt anymore..

I wish I'm still the most important 1 to u..

I wish..

I really wish..

But.. 

Is that possible?!!

The answer is an unknown....

I realize the more I trust the more I hurt..

What I trust is not the 1 I shud trust..

It will be the last time to forgive..

No more chance for betray..

I said it and I meant it...

And you never understand why

Yea..last chance..

#Tiredwiththisgame..

#Lordcouldujustleadmetotherightperson

#imsickwvallthoseinsincere

#Hatelie

#Hatebetrayer

#Hellyea..

如果

如果有一天,我投进别人的怀抱…

我想那时候的我应该就是对你已经死心绝望了…

不是你不够好,是我不知足…

我以为我说了就能得到自己想要的…

但是却没有…

给我的,满足我的却永远都不会是你…

如果有一天,我投进别人怀里…

那时候的我应该就真的是心淡了…

请记得恨我…

Is in hell

Don't really understand why...

Just simply questioned it..

Without any offense..

And what the answer I get is really out of my expectation..

The 1st time I felt so lost..

Really wondering...

Is that worth??

I know my eye sight condition...

Is getting weaker and weaker..

I knew that I shouldn't cry anymore as it might make it worst..

But...it really out of my control..

Wake up in the early morning, and I found out everything was blurred..

By that moment I was afraid..

But I rather keep it myself..

Last night, the worst night..

I done something that really ridiculous..

I... Ya...I think I'm insane..!!

I shouldn't be like this..

Is not me!!!

Wake up and think back, it seems to be so silly and such childish.

What am I doing?

What I've done??!!!

You know what is the most important to you. You shouldn't harm yourself..

In this world, all are hypocrisy.. 

No one will treat u with their true heart except ur family and ur ownself..

Don't expect too much from others, it's better to love ursev more instead of hoping other to love you..

I get the lesson..

The worst time I ever had..

Anyway, thanks for hurting..u make me stronger and finally realize who are the best in my life...

And finally I knew that I don't know how to appreciate my life.

I give up those old days life and now yea, I knew I shouldn't complain about it..

I deserved it..

As usual.. I am still dreaming and waiting for it..I believe it will exist someday..

Hopefully..

Depressed and fed up with those hell days.. 

I need some motivation!!! Final is around the corner!! Find back ur fighting spirit.. Don't let other things defeat u!! 

Put aside!!

U should know which one will stick wv u forever n ever...

Alone so what?? I can walk through the tough period..I believe..

Positive mindset needed!!!!

领悟

生活中总是会出现一些犯贱的人,不断的影响你的思绪和生活作息…

当然在那杀那,怒火中烧…

冷静下来想想,其实也没那个必要…

偶然看到了他发的一篇贴文,

“主说：爱你身边所有的人包括你的敌人”

对啊,以前的我总坚持着这个信念来对身旁的每一个人,日子也过得很开心…

因为心里根本就没有恨…

自己也在懊恼着到底从什么时候开始,自己变得那么的糟糕?那么的无知?甚至那么的没有涵养?

什么时候开始自己变的那么小心眼?那么容易嫉妒,那么随便的就讨厌甚至恨一个人?

自己清楚明白很多时候其实就是一个圈套,别人故意设下陷阱,但就是因为自己的愚蠢而一次又一次的中了计…

已经多久没让自己的心那么的平静过…

已经多久没打开bible,一字一句的读进脑?

回想起那段煎熬的日子,不也是它指引我做人的道理,不也是它给我希望吗?

我必须找回以前的自己,做回以前的自己…无需去理会那些不相干的人,事,物…

想说的几个月前已说了,不该做的也做了…

只希望不再有任何外来的压力影响自己…

会珍惜的就请留下,不然就请离开我的视线,不要干扰我平静的生活,也不要影响我的人格…

请不要一次又一次的做出一些伤害我的事,不要糟蹋了我一次又一次的原谅更不要一次又一次让我做出一些自己也觉得不可思议的事情…

一向来都不喜欢争争抢抢,既然你们那么喜欢那姐姐就当做善事…

因为姐姐不喜欢跟别人分享属于自己的一切…

###

•love one another include ur enemy•

•never hate•

This is the two main element I should keep on holding.. Thanks god for the guide and now I know how and what should I do.. =)

Thanks god for the grace..

###

Grateful...

A very stressful month...

Hopes everything goes smooth after this..

Work hard in order to make my dreams come true..

Once again, thanks god..I know god has sending you to my side, whenever I felt down you will appear and make me felt that I'm not alone..

Thanks for everything my friend..

Felt glad to know you guys n I know I'm owax the princess among you guys..

Truly appreciate it..

You all are the best 1 besides than my family.. Love you guys❤️❤️

#prayforMH370

Well, now is not the time to blame on the parties and is not the time to insult or teasing any parties..

Pray for the victims instead of wasting your time to share those nonsense by insulting certain parties..

Let's gather everyone's power and pray hard for MH370...hope that all the people on board are still in a safe condition..

May god bless all the passenger and the crews...

There is always hope..

#prayfortheexistingofmiracle

#prayforMH370

😇🙏🙏🙏😇

时间

时间变了，同一个问题，也许答案也变了，不是不爱，而是自己长大了……

曾经的我走了，现在的我发现：
相爱真的没想像中那么简单…不是守着空荡荡的誓言就能够地老天荒……

如果一个人说喜欢你爱你，请等到他对你百般照顾时再相信，
如果他答应带你去的地方，等他订好机票再开心，
如果他说要娶你，等他买好戒指跪在你面前再感动，
如果他说他不能没有你，等他无论多忙都会抽出时间陪在你身旁时再相信，
等他在发现了你消失了以后像发了疯一样的寻找到你之后再热泪盈眶。
如果他说他一辈子都会对你不弃不离，等他在你任何困难危难时都抓着你的手陪你坚强度过时再深信不疑。
感情不是说说而已，因为，我们已经过了耳听爱情的年纪。

突然想起一句话：“任何一个人，失去了另一个人，都会活得一如既往。”

很多时候很多事情,其实自己心里很清楚也很明白…

从一些举动就足以让你知道自己在别人心里的位置…

时间一天一天的过,身边的事务也随着时间不断地在变…

身边的人也许还在,只是那感觉和事物都已经不再像从前一样…

人也随着时间改变…

什么时候开始,自己变的那么神经兮兮…

什么时候开始,自己变得那么没有自信…

什么时候开始,自己变得那么无聊?

什么时候开始,自己变的那么软弱?

又从什么时候开始,自己变得那么依赖?

也许是时候让自己清醒…

也许以后想回过去会觉得自己很愚蠢很搞笑…

也许是时候放下所有的东西好好休息一下…

我真的撑到好累好累…

*这篇要特别谢谢那位“好”朋友…知道我一个人读书读到快疯了,特地跑来陪我吃饭聊天…真的谢谢你…*

生活中,最关心你,留意你的往往不是你自以为最亲的那位,而是那些一直在背后默默守护这你的人…【quoted】

#newmonthcomingsoonhopeitwillbeabettermonthforme

Lost

是时候找回迷失的自己…

曾经多么希望能炫耀一番…

遇见后才知道其实并不想…

我知道自己很错…

错的很离谱…

可是既然别人可以,为什么我不能?

万万没想到自己明明很痛恨但却又踏上了那步…

也许这就是所谓的………

背叛

曾经以为自己是幸福的…

一直觉得上天对我很眷顾,给了我一个很好很好的男人…

其实,一直以来我都错了…

原来,我真心付出换来的回报竟然是背叛…

看到后的那种感觉真的很恐怖…

突然觉得我的世界变得很黑很黑…

从天堂跌入了谷底…

眼泪不听话的一直流…

整个人就在发抖…

突然觉得你变得好陌生,好虚伪,好恶心,甚至很贱…

天天跟我在一起嘻嘻哈哈,天天跟我耍恩爱,结果一转过头却跟别的女人暧昧…

我真的不懂应该要怎么原谅…

你竟然可以面不改色…

你竟然还可以理所当然的对我说我爱你…

然后一转过身就去flirt其它人…

被发现后,竟然还想狡辩…

然后也没有任何行动甚至任何承诺…

你要我怎样在相信你?

对一个不认识的中国妹,你竟然都可以主动去approach人家,叫人家跟你Skype,要人家的wechat，要对人家说；我等你哦…

在你做这一些东西的时候,又想过我的存在吗?又想过我的感受?

一句：对不起,我心野了…

然后就要我当做什么事都没发生过,然后觉得我应该要原谅你?

对不起,我真的办不到…

原来一直以来我的直觉是对的…

你已经变了…

既然心已经野了,那就没有必要勉强在一起…

我要的那个他已经不存在了…

眼前的这位邓梓洋,我已经不认识了…

这一晚,我失眠了…

心在滴血…

我真的很痛很痛…

真的很痛…

一想到那段对话,眼泪就开始狂飙…

这就是我真心付出后做得到的回报…

这将会是我最后一次写关于你的东西…

也是最后一篇关于你的文章…

从今以后，我的世界将不会在有你的那一篇…

说服自己收起眼泪,不要再去想那些不堪的过去…

因为眼前这个男人根本已经不值得你再为他流一滴眼泪…

情人节收到最大的礼物：背叛!!!!

收起你的眼泪很悲伤…

用微笑去走完你的每一步…

不懂得珍惜你的人就让他走吧…

一个人也可以过的很好…

真正属于你的那个人也许还在某个角落当你…

加油!!!

Life full with stresses

Holiday is over.. 

And yea I'm back to the hell..

2014.. If there is no any accident happen it will be the last year for my degree life..

Study for so long ,fighting for so hard and finally I'm in the final year..

Year 4 sem 1...

7 subjects to deal with..

•current construction issue

•construction law

•development Econ

•computer aided for QS

•project management

•cocuriculum

•final year project

Am I able to cope with it??

I have no idea about it...

So damn stress right now..

Bunch of assignment are waiting for me ahead..

Mid term test are coming around..

And how about my fyp??!!! It should be submitted on week10...

My mind totally went blank when I think of all these stuff..

Words knt even express the feeling..

It just like I'm lost in the middle of the path......

Stop talking with me...

Stop play around with me..

I'm really no mood to entertain anybody out of there..

I'm in stress..

And finally I understand...

Is not tat easy to become an engineering student especially in Utar....

My lord,

I prayed for myself today...

Please give me strength to deal with it..

Turns my negative mindset to the positive one..

Lord,

Currently I felt lost in my way..

Therefore, I need lord to direct my path and guide me to the right way..

Heal away all the miserable and emotional feelings from me..

Restore those feeling with a cheerful and postive one...

Lord,

I need you..n I know u always be with me.. Thanks for hearing to my prayer n response to my prayer..

May god bless..

In Jesus name I prayed amen...

#thereisabottleneck

#stressfullife

#pleasedontrakemysunshineaway

😭😭

Thought

After all, I realize that I shouldn't put so much in it..

I thought I'm the most important 1 but actually I'm wrong..

I'm juz the same level v them or maybe even lower..LOL

The only differentiate is the "addressed"

The true one will definitely willing to make a changes when they found the other part.

This is what I saw on my friends...

But too bad...

What I've thought along these days were actually in the reverse way..

And, it's enough for me..

Will stop expecting n I shall concentrate on my studies.

This is what I've promise to myself..

One more things to add on..

If things still continue in this way, i will definitely give up and choose for my 2nd choice..

8 more months to go...

#whereismysunshinepleasedonttakemysunshineaway

It has changed..

It is gone...

Everything had change..

I can felt the changes..

It doesn't same as before..

From the sweetest to the tasteless..

It was a truth...

Girl, u must be tough!!!

Yea..

Nothing gonna beat me up..

I knew that there is still lot of people are loving me...tats my family..

No matter what happen, they will still love me as much as they could..

Thx god that I've such a blissful family..

Stay strong girl!!

Today...

I make a wish from lord..

I prayed to him..

Wishing that lord will guide me to the right way...

Whenever I felt lost I will prayed..

Christian is not my religion..I'm not a religious community.and I'm a free thinker...but I do believe in the existance of him...

Maybe because of the past incidents and it makes me believe that he is really existed!! I can really felt that he is right beside me, listen to my prayer and respond to my prayer..

Maybe someone might said that it was just a coincidence, but for me it is definitely not!!!

It always make myself felt calm n refresh after I make my prayer...

"Heavenly Father,direct my path..I cannot manage certain task and responsibility by my own strength , let along making rational decision. Therefore, I ask for your wisdom to know what to do, what to say and where to go...

Lord,this world are full of hypocrisy, lies and deceit. in order for me to make it in this lifetime I need discernment to exposes what's hidden in darkness...
I give you my pain, my tears, my stronghold, my mistakes, my worries, my fears because you care for me...
you are my light, you are my sources, you are my strength, you are my provider, you are my healer, you are my everything.. Instruct my path, father..
In Jesus name I prayed, amen..."

回忆

七年后的第一次…

续中学时期后的第一次…

真的好久好久没搭巴士回家了…

看着窗外的景色,一幕幕的画面浮现在脑海中…

那段童话般的爱情故事,也是最不想忆起的一段…

那曾经是心里的一道疤…

曾经让我不知所措,也是人生中第一次跌落谷底,费了好久好久才恢复过来的一段…

也因为它,我学会了成长,学会了独立,,学会了不轻易相信,学会了冷血,学会了靠自己…

多么不堪的一段往事…甚至到了今天,六年了…我还是不知道原因…

算了，对我来说那也已经不重要了…

时间,真的能冲淡一切…

只是窗外的景色却让自己勾起了许多回忆…

想着想着,从以前到现在的自己…

我承认我做事很冲动…

很多时候都是在很冲动的情况下做了决定。冷静下来后想想,其实到底那决定是对还是错?

相处了短短几天…我真的害怕自己不能很融洽的去相处…

人家说相见容易相处难…

这句话也许是真的吧…

毕竟大家都渐渐的把最真实的一面在对方面前表露出来…

平时的习惯,作息,等等等等…

一些时候能保持得很甜是因为自己没有发现某些事情,或者不知到某些事情…

明明不喜欢,但却只能伪装的微笑…

然后又在等几时会火山爆发?!

自己也知道自己的性格,所以一直说服自己也不断的告诉自己一定要有自己的价值,也要有自己的生活圈…

这世界不会有人因为你不喜欢而改变什么,你能做的就是伪装的微笑而带过…

以牙还牙是我的作风…必要时我真的会…

再多几天就是新的学年…

大学生涯的最后一年…year 4 sem 1...

够力压力的一个sem...

八个月没有上课了…

虽然很想念…

但一想到要回去面对那些 assignment,test,fyp还有final exam..

真的很糟糕!!

很压力也很讨厌!

我需要正能量!!!!!!!!

好吧,加油Jessica Tan... 你是行的!最后一年了,加油加油加油!!!!