four months ago..since i last log in and updated my blog...

kinda lazy actually..xD

time pass damn fast...this is the last week for my y1s3..
tat's mean FINAL EXAM is cuming soon...T.T

this sem quite relax~i juz take 2 subjects only..
building services and english for engineering..

is the time to say goodbye for my year 1 in FES...

(dun be happy,still have another 3 years to go..T,T)

again~i took out all my notes and plan to study it by today.

but...........KINDA LAZY!!!!!

no mood to study at all..

hey~come on..i need some spirit and motivation...

@.@

-end of story for my studies life-

quite worried for my daddy...

there is a stone inside my dad kidney and its make him in pain..

the pain is killing him..>.<

may god bless him and wish my dad can recover as soon....

aiksss...rainny day again..make me feel sleepy~~

T.T

紧锁的眉头有没有存在的理由?!
大声的嘶轰是否胜过平静的问候?!
无止的争斗到底让谁变得更富有?!
拥抱的时候怎么能紧握着拳头?!
聚和散背后有多少温暖在守候?!
谁不想自由??!
却忘了该付出的温柔...
痛哭过后会否比较好受??
放开过后或许会更自有....
很多时候我们只是在寻找借口....
什么是成就??
只要你微笑着点头~
欢笑过后会否一直回首?!
失去以后才学会如何看透....
回忆里什么陪我们走到最后?
还不是那些最简单的温柔

如果有一天我突然沉默了

我不再理你了

你的事情

我不再过问了

你对我说谎

我也不去追究了

你对我说你爱我

也不能从我脸上看见喜悦

那只能说明

我已经累了...

累...

不代表厌倦...

不代表不爱...

只是..

有时候觉得很压力..

爱到觉得喘不过气来..

爱...

应该是快乐的

幸福的

甜甜的

不应该有负担..

不应该爱得提心吊胆...

爱到那么累，倒不如不爱!!!

...

*copy frm others,juz share it out...*

it wrote out what my mind is thinking right now..^^

love shouldn't a burden and it shouldn't be tired...

TiOmAn tRiP (13th may - 15th may)

I'm updating my blog here...

that's mean i'm still ALIVE....

I"M STILL ALIVE!!!!! (...thx god^^)

Just come back from Pulau TioMan..^^

ya~this was the 4th time i been there...

i'm totally fall in love with that island...

i love seaside...

it bring peaceful and carefree for me...

enjoy the moment when walking along the seaside ..

awesome trip...

although there are lots of incident happened...

by the way i would like to say sorry to tioman gang...

really feel sorry to them...

bring lots of troublesome and inconvenient for them....

guilty....T.T

again....I'm so sorry guys..

hu~feel lucky that i'm still can updating my blog here..

as we nearly die at there..T.T

our speed boat nearly sink!!

goosh~~!!

can u try to imagine how nervous was i?? ( i duno hw to swim!!)

the wave was so strong...

once and once again hit on our boat...

and the water has came inside our boat..

i was so scared by the moment..

keep praying at there...(thx god)

and of course,i was shivering...hahaha..(useless huh?!)

no choice. 1st time i met this kind of situation and the main problem was i duno how to swim!!

the 1st thing came into my mind by that time was:

oh my god...can we survive?!

we are situated at the middle of the sea...and the wind make the wave become huge...

can all of us survive?!

nothing can do beside keep praying...(xD)

luckily at last the rain make the wave become smaller...

and..

we all are safe...

anyway, i would like to say thankyou for tioman gang..

thx for u all cooperation...

stay tuned for our next trip...^^

-tioman...wait me few more months...i'll be back...- ^^

HaPpY hOliDay ^^

yeahoo~

is sem break now~

finish my year 1 sem 1 by just a single moment of time...

hu~ let's do an analyse on what i've learn on my degree year 1 sem 1^^

- construction technology...

- building material

- management principle (the most bored subject)

-technical drawing and Auto CADD

yesterday was my last day for final exam...

hmm...overall is still okie...i managed to answer most of the question..

the exam question can consider as easy (compare with what i expect).

enjoy my sem break now..

no more assignment,

no more homework,

no more note...

what i have is holiday for 1 month...XD

i can totally relax and enjoy during this 1 month time^^

hApPy holiday for all UTARians...^^

These few day is really not my day..!!! feel a little bit pissed off!!!
1st is about my PTPTN...all my friends have already accept it except me..
i was wondering and keep on thinking what the hell is going on?? izit i forget to submit document or they dunwan to approve my loan??
i still remember that during my primary school time,all of my classmate get free text book (school borrow) except me..
i was young that time and sure i was curious about it.so i asked my teacher y i didnt get the text book??
try guess what my teacher answered me???
" your dad drive Volvo and your shop so big u still wan us to borrow you text book??" this is wat my beloved teacher replied...zzz...(totally speechless)
the same cases was happened again during my secondary school time.. and i was used to it already...
now....
at utar....
i didnt receive ptptn money.
.i was thinking that izit the officer go and investigate my dad salary?? (bcoz i juz wrote it as rm1300 nia~XD)
but at last...
what i found out is utar officer didnt send my ptptn document to ptptn office juz because there are sumthing went wrong for my personal detail..
without any information and notice.
they juz throw my personal detail and put my other document aside...(really pissed off!!!!)
luckily...
i post it on facebook..
one of my hometown friend saw it and she was so kind and help me to go ptptn office and asked for it...(thx~poh hoon^^)
on tat time only i knew that utar didnt pass up my document!!!!!!!
no choice~ i have to rush bek PJ and submit my personal detail as the staff said she will go and submit it on next tuesday.. thankyou for my dear~as he drive me to kl~xinku ni le~XD love you~(try imagine,frm johor rush to kl and then come bek johor again...waste money and of course energy!!)
now i juz hope that everything can settle as fast as possible...!!
really felt up with utar system and the staff working attitude...irresponsible at all!!!

2nd...is about people...i had sumthing wana let someone know...
" eh~please la...if not i really knt do it u tot i'll beg u or please u to help me?? what called friend?? friend shud not be selfish what...lolz...before giving people color face please try to think back izit tat person help you before..lolz.
haiz~really samtam!!!

huhu~ i'm back!! ^^
is has been a long long time i didnt blogging..( banyak spider web dy lor) XD
Utar life = degree life =busy life...
is week 12 now..(oopsss~ after friday den is week13 dy XD)
tat's mean final exam is coming SOON!!!
and....is time to say goodbye to my Utar degree Y1S1 lu~^^
this is few i'm reali busy with my assignment..
construction technology assignment 1 and 2, building material lab report, management principle assignment + presentation and also auto cadd...
finally.....
i've done all these annoying work...and plan to having my own study week start frm tmr~
huray~
forget to say..i didnt kena barred list~muahahaha...=P
goin bek to my dear humtown maybe on tomorrow or saturday^^
miss kuala selangor bak kut teh~(yummy yummy^^)
i'll take photo and upload to my blog after i having it^^(haolian)

hmm...hmm...is time for me to go~wait for my next blog ba~^^

*start to plan for my future...jiayou la^^

currently at kl now...
no class for today..(quite boring actually)
*when gt class keep complain* XD
yesterday just come back from my lovely sweet home...(feel dunwan to come back kl)
having a great lunch and wonderful dessert--> mango smoothies from my parent..^^

Is week 8 now..
6 more weeks to go then have to sit for my 1st final exam in degree..
quite busy...
assignment. report, tech drawing, tutorial question,mid term and many many more...
after this week den i really can have a good rest...
plan to study right now..but suddenli feel so lazy to start it...
outside is raining cat and dog,
n..
of course~this kind of weather most suitable for sleeping..muahaha...

open facebook and close facebook..
open pps but duno wat drama shud i watch..( at last watch shin chan) XD
this is most of the college and uni student life~( hw boring right?!)
aiz~ miss the primary and secondary school life~
no need to think so much.
but now??
everything have to depend of our own.
everything have to done by ourself..
T.T
heiz~still have 3++ years to go~
jiayou la..caca~XD

Being quite stress for this few day..
now only i realize that is not easy to become an university student(expecially engineering student).
Is week 6 now..many things are waiting for me to complete it...!!!
Assignment, report, midterm,tutorial question, CADD, technical drawing and many many more...
Today just having my 1st midterm test for degree..
1 word to describe it---> hard!!!! all sketch and structure question..it is totally different as what we had did during foundation...(Fortunately tat some of the things i had covered during my diploma)..
no time for me to daydream anymore...
is time to start my revision right now...T.T
(if not really dunno how to enter examination hall)


HAving a new hairstyle now...
cut my front hair become shorter...
look quite weird and funny...(macam Egypt princess)XD
not really accustom with it as it had been long long time i didnt cut my front hair to"liu hai"..
bit regret actually...aiz~
but no choice wit it..what to do?? just can wait it becum long again..

is time for me to study lor^^ jiayou la ms.Jessica~!!!

O0h...is half past one in the midnight now...that's mean valentine is over...
but still wan to wish all my reader happy belated valentine's day^^
This year valentine is quite special for me as i had spent my valentine's afternoon with uncle SUN...yeappi!!! XD
Having my 1st practical class for my degree.building material practical from 11am to 2pm..
can u imagine that?? we have to do our practical under the sun..>.<'' keep sweating and sweating..for sure my face was becum red...(tak tahan panas)... well,having my valentine's with my love one Mr.Ng Chia Sheng..
Thx for his lovely card and oso the present..appreciate it very much...
but....no present for my dear lor..pity him..actually feel very guilty...
aiz..no choice la..who ask me duno how to drive?!
so.........i decided to treat my dear a meal as valentine's present...(at least sumthing XD)
secret recipe again-valentine's special menu (1set of spring roll,2 sets of main course~steak,2 glasses of ice lemon tea,and 1 set of dessert)
hmm...really yummy and full with it...but so sad we didnt took any photo for it...=P
AGAIN~ HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY TO YOU MY DEAR>>LOVE YOU ALL THE TIME^^

*cant await for tmr melaka trip...^^ is time to oioi...good nite*

Currently at seremban now..coming back for celebrating my popo belated bufday..^^

Just come from Genting Highland in the afternoon..

Have an awesome trip at there with my beloved,lee leng and linchen..

Really having lots of fun at there..but of course....my dear's wallet was out of blood (spent alot of money)...

The weather at there was damn cold..around 13'c..and the mist was so thick,even indoor also surround by the mist..and so sad,we couldnt get ourself to outdoor...

Nice weather to sleep at there..but........aiz~tak cukup tidur as my dear keep wake me up early in the morning..kinda waste!!! haha..

Having my 1st bowling game at there...really 1st time..at 1st i was so shy to play as i really din play it before and i sked ppl will laugh at me..

but..

after i tried it..

hmm...not too bad..quite nice actually~hahaha...XD

Therefore,i realize that,no shy for everything as everyone oso got their 1st time for everything..^^

Although tired but it is really awesome...

I LOVE TRAVELING~~

Finally....i'm a degree student... XD

lol..maybe many people will feel very funny,as nowadays degree student are everywhere..!!

but for me is totally different.because i've waiting this day coming for two more years...Finally..its comes to me..thanks god!!^^

Wasted 2 more years for being nothing ..finally i fulfill my dreams and also my parent's dream..really finally!!!
got a little bit "gan dong" hahaha...=P

currently a degree student for UTAR..and i'm taking Quantity Surveying for my degree..

Another starting point in my life...

school had started since last week but i haven attend yet..(due to some stupid problem)..

And my timetable was really really sucks.monday to saturday also having classes..and the worst thing is,saturday class until 430pm..

gosh!! this time really no need go bek my lovely hometown liao~T.T

feel strange for the new surrounding..whole uni just got arround 3 or 4 blocks of building i think..

and the distance for me to walk from gate to those building is really really really far..is not a joke..really will walk till kisiao...
(belum study sudah banyak complain..hahaha)

anyway...jiayou to myself la.hehe..
^^

Just come back from designer's house which located at kluang to discuss about our new house design..

hmm..the plan was done few months ago and the design was not bad actually..suit for what i want..simple,warmth and class..

i like simple design as simple makes perfect^^

went to mr.leong's house ( the designer) today for discuss about the price and all those "champalang" things.
the price was scary...rm85k ( juz for caribinet, bed rack,1 glass sliding door,breakfast table n mini bar) not include all those electrical things,furniture,curtain,wall paper,painting ,and so on.. and mr.leong tell us that we need arround rm 150k++ to decorate our new house..zZz..
suddenly feel that our money was getting smaller and smaller...rm150K just for interior decorate..how about our landscape?? lolz... need to spent few more k to decorate it..aiz...our house just semi-D but need spent arround rm 150k to decorate it,try to tink about those people who owning a bunglow?
how rich they are??
poor ppl getting poor but rich man getting richer and richer..=.=''

but..

i feel lucky that i'm my parent's child..although we are not as rich as those banglow's owner,but at least my parent will try to fulfill our needs and give us a wonderful lifestyle and such a perfect sweet home..
appreciate alot...thx my mum and dad alot^^

yeah,i'm here again..tat's mean i'm still alive..XD
currently at my hometown,having my sem break for 2++ weeks.
boring at home.nothing to do.everyday sleep,eat,online,gossip,sms with my dear and sleep again..
*human being are kinda weirdos..why i say so?? when school time,we keep thinking for holiday,when holiday that time we keep thinking for school time..XD*
Plan to go and get my driving license.but i think have to postpone again...because lack of time..
aiz..again...keep delay only...kinda disappointed to myself..haha
yeah,today is my small little naughty monster bufday (jasmine tan)
we help her to held a small party for celebrate her 10th birthday..
and.......my house almost collapse due to their super duper strong sound..
hu~ i really knt stand that...it drive me crazy...zZz...
long time didnt being alone at my humtown ( i mean come back without my dear)
it feel so weird..but no choice,who ask he gt exam during my sem break time??
haha...
hmm..nothing to write liao...have to stop at here...
lastly wish my sister happy 10th bufday..^^

*dear~I MISS YOU*